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| Damn I can't believe how much of a bitch I used to be.
Since I stopped doing this thing basically there was a giant wall of fans and shit just happened to hit each and every one of them. I'm not going to get into specifics just know that I suck at life and you are probably much better at it than me. I'm trying to decide where I want to go to college right now, if I want to play soccer, and salvaging what is left of a relationship and it is all quite stressful. Senior year is coming to an end and I can start to see who will still be in my life after I graduate. I think xanga will be the first to know when I've made a decision, because its always been here for me. So I can play soccer in Utica or Gettysburg, I can be a biomedical engineer at tcnj, I can be a chemical engineer at Udel, I can be some sort of engineer at manhattan, or I can be broke after paying off tuition at Lehigh. Thats all for now. Later days | | |
| Alright so since the last time I posted....I broke up with my girlfriend of a year and two months....and since then we had still been talking and hanging out and such, and it was great. I still love her so much and I've known that since I broke up with her. Like the only reason I broke up with her was to focus on soccer and be relaxed and less stressed. But some ass on my soccer team had to go and fuck everything up. She wants nothing to do with me now, doesn't answer my phone calls, doesn't answer my texts, and won't respond to my ims. This is the worst I've felt ever. And I didn't want to pour this all on Raven, even though I have already, and she is between us two, which she totally didn't ask to be and I feel really bad about Raven's position in all of this, so if you read this Raven I'm very sorry. I am terribly sorry to Kristen and I do not know what is to become of us or me after this fiasco.
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| My girlfriend covered my car in streamers, confetti, wrapping paper, a bra, a plunger, and shaving cream.....while I was playing madden. It took her only 6 minutes. I have to vaccuum it. | | |
| Summer's good.
Soccer is awesome. We are great. Division. Conference. State. We're going all the way. Get at me. I miss some of my friends. We should hang out. | | |
| Junior year is culminating, and it could not come at a better time. Worn out from soccer, work and school, I am just really looking forward to waking up every day...maybe seeing some friends...maybe taking a ride to nb to see my wonderful girlfriend, by the way our one year anniversary is approaching most rapidly. I shall get back to my daily plans, but a year in a high school relationship is rather impressive. I did not know I had that kind of dedication, but she is really great. I still need to get her a present and I don't know what to get her. I have to work that day. Oh, alright, back to my plans, so after the morning routine, or maybe I'll just sleep all morning; regardless, I shall go to work nearly every week day from 1 to 6 and be entertained by some of the funniest people alive, my boss and co-workers. Finally at night I plan to just sit back with my loving girlfriend, or play some soccer, or maybe even see some more friends. My parents are going to be away the weekend of 4th of July. I have work on saturday and monday, but I believe i want to have some people over saturday night, if my sister will go to her boyfriends so it will be less stressful. I'll get back to you on that though. Later days- I am going to definitly have to re-instate that.
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